Xmas Eve 2014

This is a brief account of what occured on Christmas Eve 2014. OH NO NOT AGAIN...a case of deju vu...this time last year I was still on a life support machine and just coming out of a coma...now 12 months later there are two ambulances outside my house, 4 paramedics and my Heart Nurse reviving me and talking to Adam. It`s just gone 1pm and I am being rushed to Basildon Hospital and it looks like being another blue christmas...only this time...thank god...I am discharged seven hours later. The medical experts claim my very minor TIA is due to stress and NOT another heart attack...after various tests they decide my heart is `sort of Fine` , NOT beating properly, but the high blood pressure is down to stress...the stress of another Christmas not being reunited with my daughter. They agree to discharge me on the promise that I agree to counselling. On January 2nd I am due to see my GP who will arrange with the Hospital that I undergo stress counselling. I am wary...but I agree because I dont want to spend another Xmas in Hospital...also I have both Sam and Adam on the phone asking when I`ll be coming home. The Heart Nurse and Heart Doctor both claim that 80percent of patients who have been in a coma need couselling and that because I have the added stress of not seeing my daughter that it will do me good. Both can understand my fear of dying before I am reunited with my daughter. A fact I will add to my Statement for my High Court Hearing in the New Year.